Coffee and Cannonballs !!

 I've had this revelation and its about knocked me out of my treehouse. Here it is...you ready?  I have been living my life for others thinking I was living it for God . What?! Have any of you done this? I must be the only one. Yes, I spent most of my adolescent years trying to please people. And it carried on into my teenage years, and then my college years. Wait, I didn't go to college, but I worked at one. So those years. And then it has trickled into my adult, wife, mommy years. It's not been pretty, and gratefully, I married a man that knew me better than I knew myself. But more importantly, he listened to God and asked me to be his and have his ninjas. The more I learn about who I truly am, the more I like myself. The less about life I take seriously, the more fun I have. And I'm not talking morals here people. I'm talking about scheduling out a day and it going nothing like I had planned. It use to ruin me. But now, its like.....ahhh, that's better. I...